CONFUSION

When I close the eyes
All feel hush
Pitch
Disappointed
Hiatus
But quiet

BUT……..
When I begin to open the eyes
I see the crowded
Light bright
Uproar

But all chaos/confuse
Gross
Feverish
Nauseated

I want to close my eyes as long as possible
But I disable
The crowded call me
Draw my attention

But I just can shed tears
This heart begin to tight
Crushed, even blooded
I want that crowded become composed

Light bright become heart lightness
Boisterous become soul conscience
No controversy
Or hostility
But fraternity